Before You Read Any Further

I didn't write this.

Not in the way you're probably thinking. I didn't sit at a keyboard for months typing sentences, agonizing over word choice, staring at blank pages. AI did that part.

What I did was spend eight months having "conversations." Deep ones. With Claude, with ChatGPT, with Gemini. Research sessions that lasted hours. Code projects that stretched across weeks. Planning documents, strategy explorations, technical deep-dives. Every single conversation saved as markdown. 1,573 of them.

Then I built a system to make sense of it all. A Graph RAG pipeline that ingests those conversations, generates embeddings, clusters them semantically, and finds connections I never consciously made. Themes emerged that I didn't know existed. Patterns across conversations from different months suddenly linked together.

The books and content you'll find here came from that process. AI articulated what was already in my head, something my ADHD brain has never been able to do in a linear, neurotypical way.

Before You Decide To Enter

If you're the type to flip to page 312 and find where the AI wrote "2024" when it should have said "2026," congratulations, you found a timestamp hallucination. There are probably more. I haven't read every single line with a red pen looking for them.

That's not the point.

The point isn't that every sentence is perfect. The point is that for the first time in my life, the thoughts swirling around my head, the 45 partially-connected ideas competing for attention at any given moment, actually made it onto a page in a form other people can follow...And it's DONE. Not a title many (any?) of my projects ever receive.

If you think a wrong date invalidates this argument, you were never going to engage with the argument anyway.

What This Actually Is

This is 8 months of work. Real work.

• 1,573 AI conversations (the raw material)
• A production Graph RAG system I built to organize my own thinking
• 4,661 unique tags extracted and clustered
• Two books (~104,000 words, one not quite done)
• 122 artifacts across 21 thematic threads
• 48 phases of website development

The writing is AI output. The thinking, the research, the infrastructure, the methodology, the hours, those are mine.

The ADHD Thing

Here's what nobody tells you about ADHD: the thoughts are all there. Often more of them than neurotypical brains have, streaming in uncontrollable directions...but making unexpected connections.

The problem, then, is getting them out.

My brain doesn't do linear. It doesn't do "start at the beginning and proceed logically to the end." It does constellation, scattered points of light that form patterns only when you step back far enough to see the shape.

Traditional writing requires linearization. Take this cloud of interconnected thoughts, flatten it into a sequence of sentences, hope the reader reconstructs the connections you had to destroy to make it readable.

I've tried. For years. It doesn't work for my brain. Not because the thoughts aren't there, but because the translation process loses everything that made them interesting.

AI doesn't need me to linearize first. I can dump the constellation, the fragments, the half-formed connections, and it can do the translation. Not replacing my thinking—articulating it in a format that works for people who process information linearly.

The Discovery That Changed Everything

About six months into this journey, I realized something that became the core thesis of everything you'll read here:

My ADHD brain and AI systems face the same fundamental challenges. And they thrive under the same solutions.

The solutions that work for one work for the other. External memory systems. Structured documentation. Infrastructure that maintains state. Guardrails that keep things on track. Retrieval systems that find relevant context.

I didn't learn this from a book. I learned it by building systems for AI and realizing I was building the same systems I'd needed my whole life.

What You Can Expect to Find Here

The Books:

• "Build the Thing That Builds the Things" — How infrastructure thinking transformed my relationship with my brain
• "The Cognitive ROI Harness" (COMING SOON) — A practical framework for protecting your highest-value mental work

The Artifacts:

122 pieces organized by theme, not chronology. Deep-dives, case studies, technical explorations, philosophical frameworks. Each one standalone but connected to others through threads you can follow or ignore.

The Trails:

Guided paths through the content for different purposes. Want the technical implementation details? There's a trail for that. Want the ADHD identity journey? Different trail. Want the business application angle? Another trail.

The Threads:

21 thematic pillars that organize everything. ADHD-AI Parallel. Infrastructure First. Knowledge Graph Architecture. Multi-Agent Orchestration. Each thread is an entry point into a cluster of related content.

The Voice

I spent considerable effort teaching AI to write like me, not like generic AI. That meant:

• Run-on sentences that chain thoughts the way my brain chains them
• Strategic fragments for emphasis
• No hedging language (you won't find "perhaps" or "it seems" anywhere)
• Direct statements that build momentum
• Technical depth without jargon walls
• Personal vulnerability without self-pity

If it sounds like me, that's because I explicitly defined what "me" sounds like and enforced it. If it occasionally sounds like AI, well—it is AI. The goal was resonance, not invisibility.

The Part About Cheating

I wrote a long thing for this section but decided to keep it simple.

If you got this far and still think this is cheating you can GFY.

Who This Is For

If you've ever felt like your brain has valuable things to say but can't get them out in a form others can use — this is for you.

If you're interested in AI as a tool for augmenting human capability, not replacing it — this is for you.

If you're neurodivergent and tired of being told to just try harder at things that were never designed for your brain — this is especially for you.

If you're looking for gotchas, timestamps that don't match, proof that AI-generated content is fake — you'll find some. They don't mean what you think they mean, but you'll find them.

One More Thing

Everything here is built on infrastructure thinking. The idea that you don't solve problems directly—you build systems that solve problems repeatedly.

The books exist because I built a knowledge graph system to organize my thinking.
The website exists because I built a content pipeline to publish that thinking.
This page exists because I built voice guardrails to articulate that thinking in my own style.

I didn't write a book. I built the thing that builds books. Then I used it.

That's the whole thesis. You're looking at the proof.